{"id":2863,"date":"2010-05-10T20:34:55","date_gmt":"2010-05-10T15:04:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/e.amritapuri.org\/blogs\/?p=2863"},"modified":"2010-05-10T20:34:55","modified_gmt":"2010-05-10T15:04:55","slug":"always-with-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/e.amritapuri.org\/blogs\/2010\/2863\/","title":{"rendered":"Always with me"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Om Namah Shivaya!<\/p>\n<p>I bow to my divine Mother, Amma, who watches over me with love. It has been 3 years now since I had Amma&#8217;s darshan: I got excited when I saw Amma&#8217;s poster for her Delhi program in 2007. I called up the Delhi Ashram and I was given directions to reach the place. I reached the Ashram without any difficulty as it was Amma who was guiding me every step of the way. I reached early and had the good fortune of sitting fairly close to the stage and\u00a0 reveled in gazing at Amma for over 2 hours until it was my turn for Darshan. When Amma hugged me that day, She filled my being with love and reached the depth of my heart.<\/p>\n<p>10 days after Amma&#8217;s darshan, I discovered a tiny lump in my right breast. My Husband is a surgeon in the Army Hospital so all the tests, including the FNaC and the true needle biopsy were fast tracked. I had a key chain of Amma in Devi Bhava in my hand through all the tests and I could feel her loving presence all through. The FNaC results indicated it was a benign filloid and I was to have my surgery three days later. All through that week I could feel Amma&#8217;s love and I had the confidence that everything would be fine. I would talk to her all the time and I felt like a baby in the womb completely protected by Amma&#8217;s love and Grace.<\/p>\n<p>Two days before the surgery I saw Amma in a dream and heard her say: &#8221; tu, tu, tu&#8221; and I knew that Amma would be there with me always and would make sure that I was fine. When I was on the OT table I closed my eyes and began performing mentally a Pada Puja to Amma&#8217;s feet. 3 hours after the surgery I was out of hospital and back home. When the results came in, the tumor was confirmed as being benign. I never realized how worried my husband and parents were until the results came in but I wasn&#8217;t worried for a moment as Amma was with me all through. Amma was with the surgeon who operated on me, with the pathologists who did my tests. She is with me always and I feel so full of love and courage. I am so fortunate to have Amma in my life and in my heart always.<br \/>\nI wish to share this love with everyone around me all through my life.<br \/>\nOm Amriteshwaryai Namah! Amma I love you with all my heart!<\/p>\n<p>Your loving daughter<br \/>\nPriya Kaushik<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Om Namah Shivaya! I bow to my divine Mother, Amma, who watches over me with love. It has been 3 years now since I had Amma&#8217;s darshan: I got excited when I saw Amma&#8217;s poster for her Delhi program in 2007. I called up the Delhi Ashram and I was given directions to reach the [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":6,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2863","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-darshan"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/e.amritapuri.org\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2863","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/e.amritapuri.org\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/e.amritapuri.org\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/e.amritapuri.org\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/6"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/e.amritapuri.org\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2863"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/e.amritapuri.org\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2863\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/e.amritapuri.org\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2863"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/e.amritapuri.org\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2863"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/e.amritapuri.org\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2863"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}