Don’t expect, be in the flow
21 dec, Kozhikode — bharata yatra 2007
That was the grand finale in Kozhikode.Imagine what it would have been. You guessed it right: Mata Rani!!! But Amma asked to play the music and Amma started dancing at the end of darshan. a few mantras and then there were more than 50 babies for annaprasham -to receive their first solid meal from the hands of Amma. There was a padapuja also.
When Amma started Mata Rani, devotees rose to their feet and started dancing. The energy in the hall suddenly boomed. Amma was in an ecstatic mood. she called out mata rani — and from the devotees came the response “ki jai.” The hall was full. Amma made the sound like that one in the video tape ‘ttttrrrrrrrrrrrrrrraaaa’. all went wild. The energy was overflowing the hall. Amma stopped .
As Amma was going to her room from the stage which is just above the stage, devotees were calling out: “Mata Rani Ki Jai”. Amma reached the balcony, she looked down up on her kozhikode children in ecstasy. She posed there, gazing at them. Amma started to respond too with a “Ki Jai” to the “Mata Rani”. This went on for some time before she disappeared in the room.
The word spread that Amma was leaving at 10.am. so i got some time to sleep. Got up at 9, expecting amma to come out. We waited and waited. she came at 12.00 noon! Amma had 5 house calls. one particular house was really worth mentioning. all the members of the family – about 12 people – were all in tears all the time except a two month old new born. it was so sweet to see the real devotion of the people. At last we left kozhikode at about 2.40 in the afternoon…
Amma is flowing. It’s best to flow along with her, with no expectations…
— dhyanamrita