while standing at the end of devi bhava after showering flower petals on the devotees, amma looked at us. clad in a peacock-green sari with golden ornamental designs, amma kept smiling at us. she was looking into the web camera. the camera was on the floor. amma looked majestic. i felt she was looking into me. i felt the love and compassion, my hair stood on end.(the last time, she called my name. this time, she did not.)

well, there is a debate that amma’s sari is not green, but metallic blue with silver borders. the majority supports that. anyway it was green on my screen (of my mind). i prefer to keep that configuration.

the curtains closed. our darshan began. amma, amma… the call came from all her chldren, digitalised and sent to washington d.c.makkale… amma called back. the ritual went on …it is very nice to call out “amma!” or to be a witness of this internet edition of love transmission. it’s really beautiful.you don’t have anything to say in particular; nor does she. gazing into the eyes of the other. that’s love.if you have ever been in love, you will understand this clearly.

and she moved off the stage to the hall to the veranda and to the car.seeing amma walking, touching the hands of devotees standing on either side, she was flowing like a river, cleansing and rejuvenating, inspiring and protecting… flowing into new york…

10 july 2007,
dhyanamrita

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  1. It is the same thing with us. Everytime after we see Amma, we continue to think about Her form only. It only brings pain when Her form is not around. It is afterall a movie. We end up just worshipping Her form alone. We continue to compare Her with all the other ordinary beings, treating all other beings as inferior to Her. When will we stop our indifference/discrimination towards others and instead see them as Amma? She has time and again told us we cannot love Mother unless we love all beings.

  2. namaha shivaya swamiji!
    please do mention the last song sung by swamiji when amma showers the flowers.though we people in india are not able to see amma in devi bhava we can atleast imagine hearing those songs at home.
    namaha shivaya!

  3. swamiji was singing ‘amma amma taye’

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