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travelling with amma

  • The wish fulfilling Mother of all

    The wish fulfilling Mother of all

    French Fries in Munich

    Recently at the Munich program, little Aikyam came up to Amma for his morning hello and kiss. Amma looked at him fondly and asked if he had eaten. Then she told him to wait and sent for something. When it arrived, Amma put something on a plate and offered it to Aikyam. It turned out to be French fries! The people standing around kept telling him that Amma had made the fries for him.

    Then Amma herself turned and explained that on the way to Munich, someone had offered the group travelling with her some fries. Aikyam was not with them, but in the bus at that time, and actually had asked his mother for some fries during the trip, but she told him they were too expensive. Amma had set a portion of fries aside for Aikyam, but someone had eaten them by mistake. When Amma discovered, that she decided to make some for him herself.

     

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    Someone sitting nearby asked Amma how she could find the time to make French fries in the middle of these long, long darshan days. Amma explained that she cut the fries, took her bath, fried the fries, and went for darshan! It reminded us that often Amma reminds us that she doesn’t need any of us to do her personal service and that she is quite capable of taking care of herself, despite her huge workload. To prove the point, she occasionally puts her helpers on “leave of absence” and proceeds to demonstrate how she can do it. She then tells us how she will put the rice on to boil before taking her bath, then add the vegetables, get dressed, read a few letters, eat and go to darshan. It is because we desire so much to do things for her that she allows it, not because she needs any help from anyone. In fact, she tells us repeatedly what she really wants is for us to help others and be loving and compassionate to all.

    Contemplating Aikyam munching his fries, which he shared with his mother, we considered how even the smallest of her devotees have their smallest wishes fulfilled. Then surely she will help us cross the ocean of transmigration!

    Rta S
    Munich, Europe tour 2014

  • Duende meets Parashakti

    Barcelona, Spain – Europe Yatra 2014

    Barcelona was the first stop on the 2014 Europe tour. The weather was warm and sunny, which was a boon for the many people who lined up in the early hours of the morning to try for an early token. The huge sports hall was packed with enthusiastic Spaniards, who despite lots of cheers and applause, also meditated with Amma and listened to her satsang in pin drop silence.

    The University table where I worked was located next to the local seva table. The organization was amazing and the response to seva requests was equally so. The devotees had made heart shaped slates with a pink border, attached to a long pole. When a seva request came in, they roamed around the hall until someone volunteered. I was amazed at how quickly they wrote the new request on the heart and how quickly they returned. Request filled. 4 needed to dry plates. 8 needed for loading. 6 needed for puja setup. On it went, all day and half the night with undiminished enthusiasm. In fact, the enthusiasm of the Spanish devotees never seemed to diminish, whether singing or serving food, smiling and animated faces were the order of the day.

    Music and dance are a big part of Spanish culture and several groups sang and performed for Amma. One memorable moment was during a children’s group which featured a special needs singer who did a rousing version of Nandalala. The entire hall was singing and clapping with him and Amma was enjoying it immensely. The music performed by local devotees was amazing. It was full of duende, an almost untranslatable word in Spanish that means passion, fire, magenetism… and is often used to describe music, dance and magical poetry and fiction. The flamenco influence and the local folk dance traditions were apparent and the hall was on fire many times during the afternoon and evening with the electric combination of passionate Spanish singing and dancing in front of Parashakti, the Supreme Divine energy, in the form of Amma. This was never more apparent than in Devi Bhava when the joy and devotion were at their height. Was the roof even slightly elevating off the rafters or was it the people levitating?

    However, as the sun rose and the clock marched toward 9am, as darshan came to a close, the mood changed to a more inward and reflective mode. The “flower shower” was mixed with smiles and tears. And as the curtains closed, dense silence reigned, except for a few muffled tears. As Amma slowly walked through the hall to her camper, the devotees began softly singing, Jai Ma, Jai Ma, Jai Jai Jai Ma Jai Ma….a beautiful, sweet and classy ending to the first 3 days of the Europe tour.

    Rta S

  • Tangled Apron Strings in New Mexico

    Producing Amma’s New Mexico program requires  thousands of hours of seva in many departments.  This year I was once again doing the kitchen laundry.  This requires loading several bags of damp aprons, rags, and chef’s coats used by the kitchen staff while preparing and serving  meals, and driving to the nearest local laundromat.  Fortunately, in the USA, there are many convenient and large laundromats .   However, all the nearest ones had already been commandeered by the people washing 35 loads of staff laundry.  So I drove to the far end of the town of Espanola, one of the earliest Spanish settlements in the USA.  Today it is famous for “low rider” cars, traffic jams on the main street through the town, spectacular mountain views to enjoy while sitting in traffic and some excellent restaurants serving New Mexican cuisine.

    I arrived at long, low building with tan peeling paint and sign proclaiming it as the Pinch Penny Laundromat.  However, pennies wouldn’t do and I was equipped with rolls of quarters for 5 triple load washers and 8 single loads that I required.  I wheeled in bag after bag of laundry and began adding soap, loading laundry and feeding the machines coins.  I was obviously a stranger in town with a lot of laundry and everyone was friendly and helpful.  I explained about Amma and that night’s free program, gave directions and evoked some interest in attending.

    After a few hours, I was making good progress on my mission when I discovered that the apron strings had not been tied in two 40 pound loads of laundry.  They were  “Gorgon” knots and onlookers made sympathetic noises and made guesses of how much time it would take to undo them.  They suggested I take them “home” and work on them.  I considered where in the very fancy hotel, where we were trying to make a good first time impression, I might do this, as a thousand and more people were already converging on the Buffalo Thunder ballroom.

    Then, an employee of the laundromat started working on the mass of tangled strings.  Another woman who was waiting for her laundry to finish washing also pitched in.  I continued  moving wet laundry to dryers, and folding dry laundry and putting it in bags.  After about 20 minutes the duo had untied the knotted mass.  I was so grateful, as I was totally exhausted, though pleased with the piles of fresh aprons for staff and sevites.

    I thanked them again and again and told them they had no idea how much this meant to me.  New Mexico is often called the melting pot of 3 cultures, Spanish, Anglo (“English”) and Native American.  But  often, it is more like a stew, where the groups float around in the same pot, but don’t always have much to do with each other.   Espanola happens to be a place where Spanish and Native Americans and Anglos fought bitterly historically.  But everyone at the Laundromat seemed to feel a rare camaraderie.  Why write a blog about a trip to the laundromat? I thought how Amma mentions in almost every satsang, the importance of a simple smile and small acts of kindness.  She stressed this again in her Conversation on Compassion at Stanford University just a few days ago.

    I had the perfect example with my apron strings.  This was not an earthshaking event.  But for me it was huge to have strangers volunteer for the unappealing  job of painstakingly unsnarling incredibly twisted strings.  The friendliness of the other customers also soothed my soul after a congested drive and hours in a hot building.  I drove back to Buffalo Thunder feeling tired, but happy.  Doing the kitchen laundry had turned into a beautiful cross-cultural experience which reinforced Amma’s teachings.

    Back at the venue the sun was turning the hills around the hotel to gold and a few puffy white clouds reflected a rosy glow.  The parking lot was packed as the diverse crowd arrived.  Amma programs attract all ages, cultures and socio-economic backgrounds.  The staff that travels with Amma to produce the programs comes literally from all over the world.  Her pure love overcomes all differences and our unified colors become like that rainbow Amma often mentions- giving  beauty and happiness to all.

    Rta S

    Yatra USA 2014

     

  • The sprouting of the seed

    Never, not in this lifetime did I ever picture myself rising before dawn to a cold bucket shower, sporting the occasional sari, mentally offering flower petals at the feet of the Divine Mother, chanting Ma-Om with “each cell of my being dancing in Divine Bliss” around the tropical palms of a little fishing village in India!

    Going on nearly 20 years of “knowing” Amma, receiving Her blessed darshan each year since I was five years old, it has been a surprising journey discovering how spirituality has finally bloomed in my life. Though the seed was planted in me early, growing up in a hippie-dippie, crunchy-granola community, complete with a full variety menu of flavor-of-the-week spiritual modalities, I admit I rejected it all for a long time. This is not to say I didn’t appreciate my upbringing, but it was over-saturating to be raised on mantras, chakras, and yagyas the way the local kids ate Wonder Bread. Where the norm was auric field cleansing, jyotish gem charging, and crystal wand waving, I proudly claimed myself an agnostic in the face of my parents’ “guru crazes,” seeking hard evidence while writing off all of spirituality as blind faith that everyone around me had somehow fallen prey to.

    It wasn’t until last year, traveling to India on what at first was just a tourist backpacking trip after college, that I really saw the amazing validity and worth of my upbringing. It was discovering spirituality on my own, through this connection I’ve had with Amma from a distance since childhood, that I was able for the first time to really tap into something beyond myself, the Divine. Words cannot do justice to the experience of my first darshan at Amritapuri, as many witnesses to Her presence can attest to. It was as if I was meeting Her for the first time. No longer was I just receiving a cuddly hug and a Hershey’s kiss from an Indian lady in a crown. It was Her seeing me on that primeval level of understanding, shining on me with all Her Love. It was in this fresh inner space, where those values I was brought up with were ready for Her Light, that I felt the shell of the seed of spirit crack within me and begin to sprout, melting me in tears. Six months later, and now a year later, I still find myself in the ashram, the course of my life turned down a much different road than I’d expected.

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    My outlook has completely changed, unrecognizable from the skeptic I was growing up. And now that I’ve had this first-hand experience, I feel as if I’m backpedaling to lost time I took for granted as a child, re-learning from scratch how to tune in, listen, and meditate, as a beginner. Though I often feel as if I’m fumbling more than treading water in these early stages, I am so incredibly grateful for my initial declination to spirituality. I may not have been able to kindle this newfound desire for true growth and understanding without the thirst coming from my own empowerment to know for myself, drawing from those once tossed aside, now treasured values I was raised with. And now I am ever-happy to be back again this winter, on a journey that will hopefully continue to blossom and guide the rest of my life…

    – Vinodini (USA)
  • Interacting with Her Orphan Children

    For a moment, it appeared Amma would be pulled off the stage! We had stopped at one of Amma’s orphanages for a late lunch on our way from Palakkad to Trivandrum, and Amma was saying goodbye to the children. They were excited, shouting and crowding towards Amma with hands outstretched upwards to reach her… In turn, she had bent forward at the waist and was reaching down to each one of them with a look of immense love and joy on her face. Her broad smile seemed blissful as several small hands tugged at her arms, while others stroked her cheeks. Many times, she seemed about to lose her balance. People around her attempted to tell the children to move back, but Amma waved these people away and continued showering her affection. Finally, she stepped back, stood straight and started walking toward the exit as a multitude of high-pitched voices called with devotion until she was out of sight.

    The story doesn’t stop there however. On the evening of the second day of the Trivandrum festival, the children came to the program to see Amma and again gathered in front of the stage. They overtook the front half of the hall and started dancing and laughing in front of her. Girls held hands and moved in circles to the bhajans being played, while the boys jumped up and down. Finally one international devotee part of the tour group joined the fun, inspiring several more to do as well. 14orphanage114orphanage2

    After the second bhajan ended, Amma gave the approval for the children to keep dancing and wanted more music to be played for them. This time, a woman from Paris started to sing while standing with a microphone in the midst of the group. She started by chanting “Mata Rani Ki” and then launched into a third bhajan as well as other songs. As the music continued, more and more international devotees started dancing with the children. Some even formed a human chain that weaved in and out of the mass of people happily gathered in front of Amma. Finally, the spontaneous celebration slowly drew to a close, leaving all of Amma’s children, young and old, with bright smiles on their faces.

    – by Vandita B (USA)

  • She Doesn’t Rest…

    The 2-week tour to Mangalore and Kerala ended with the Trivandrum darshans on the night of 25th/26th Feb. Coming to the stage at 11am on 25th, Amma gave darshan till 2:30am. Wanting to reach back Amritapuri at the earliest and avoid the hot day-time driving, we had planned to load the bags at 1am and be ready to board the buses and head back home as soon as Amma finishes darshan. The 13 tour buses started at 3:15am and reached Amritapuri around 5:30am. Amma joined us at 8am. 3 more buses transported the additional people who had come from Amritapuri for the day, making it a total of 16 buses ‘filling’ the NH47 highway from Trivandrum to Karunagapally…

    The tour buses caravan...
    The tour buses caravan…

    Upon reaching, we all needed precious time to rest, unpack, freshen up and sleep for as many hours as possible. It was a Wednesday and we all were convinced that Amma would resume darshan on Saturday; of course after coming out for meditation on the beach and bhajans on Friday and maybe even Thursday…

    But, during our absence large numbers of visitors had checked-in at the ashram hoping for a chance to meet Amma at the earliest. About 1100 westerners were again staying overnight on daily basis! How could Amma not answer their dearest wishes? Wednesday night she came out to lead the bhajans and we learned after bhajans that the very next day will be an official darshan day!! Yes, just 28 hours after reaching home from a strenuous 2-week tour, Amma was back on stage for a long new 12-hour darshan day! It was Shivaratri night, so ‘logically’, Amma should have ended this previously not announced darshan around 6pm, or 8pm, or 10pm, go to her room for a brief time than come back to lead a session of Shiva bhajans… but she didn’t! She stayed on stage taking her time to talk to those coming to her till 11:20pm… Staying on her chair she gave her Shivaratri message and started the special Shiva bhajans right away, till 12:30 past midnight… Her Shakti energy was at its peak when the last bhajan ended.

    Amma singing on Shivaratri night
    Amma singing on Shivaratri night

    Basically none of the 700 tour members had yet really the time to fully rest, and we resumed right away with the full ashram weekly schedule. Friday afternoon was a meditation and question/answer session on the beach, and back now to full darshan days for the weekend.

    Amma leading the meditation Friday  28th February afternoon
    Amma leading the meditation Friday 28th February afternoon

    When words are used by writers, disciples and devotees to describe what Amma does, do they give justice to the reality of her phenomenal generosity, dispositions, caring and deep involvement in guiding each one on the path of self-discovery, growth, learning and higher realizations? I doubt… Her living example is never fully translated in the words that try to describe it. The fullness of her life is more than testimonies try to recount.

    – Priyan

  • A moving ashram of 700

    As we started doing registrations for the present 2-week tour, we expected the number of registrants to be similar to the recent tours. But with the crowd of westerners in Amritapuri not having reduced much since the New Year (coming down just from 1600 to 1200), we suspected that we could be facing a new situation…

    Still we never expected the numbers to get close to 400 registrants… When we finalized the buses and departure time came, 420 westerners had joined the tour!! All past records were clearly broken. With an additional 300 Indian ashramites, the tour’s vehicle-caravan consisted of 13 buses, 3 big trucks and a good number of cars. More than 700 disciples and devotees traveling along with Amma on the road!! A moving ashram…

    With such a huge group, we expected Amma to travel on her own, and that our caravan would just follow at its own pace. But would Amma agree to this? No, she didn’t.
    We started from Amritapuri at 7am on the 13th, and by 11am, Amma had joined us on the highway…

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    And she stayed with us, moving at our speed… She waited for us when we had a quick rest stop at the Ernakulam school, and spent a whole 2 hours with us at the Thrissur school for the lunch break: distributed the food plates to all, made sure everyone is served, gave special attention to the local devotees who joined us and interacted with all joyfully…

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    Again for the dinner break, she instructed that we all stop at the Thalassery school, where she again served the meals, interacted with all, and sang joyful bhajans…

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    Our journey lasted more than 24 hours and Amma was moving along with the caravan the entire time: At 4am on the 13th everyone had given their bags for loading; at 4:45am on the 14th, we reached Mangalore along with Amma after a memorable travel day.

    – Priyan

  • Happy Amritapuri

    Just like 2 years back, no major tours have been scheduled for the December-March period and the ever growing number of visitors and residents have been enjoying a blessed and stretched extended period near Amma, right here in Amritapuri… where it all began 40 years ago.

    The darshan days are busier than ever with large number of seekers and devotees from all over the world reaching Amritapuri on daily basis. There are the old-timers, the regulars and an increasing number of groups and new comers. Free from the time constraining tours, Amma welcomes all with her usual extremely generous disposition, interacting with all around her with laughter, cheerfulness and care.

    Some of the old-timers had secretly hoped that the numbers of international visitors decrease this season, as many had come for the big celebrations of Amma’s 60th Birthday last September. But it has not been so. The Christmas/New Year crowds have been as big as the previous two years and now that Amma is staying at the ashram most of the people are just staying too to enjoy Amma’s presence for longer and longer…

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    One of the most cherished moments are the Monday and Friday meditations and question/answer sessions with Amma on the beach. Amma interacts with everyone, helping us patiently to slowly grasp her insightful spiritual messages and making them of practical use in our daily lives. Each of her words is translated into English by either Swamiji or Shubhamrita. The weather has been pleasant too, not really hot or particularly humid. The beach scenery is dream-like: Last September/October, the government started building shore-breaks (short piers) along the coast to help minimize the erosion on the beach… This seemed like a measure to protect the rocks that had been piled on the shore in the previous years for the same purpose. While on the European tour, we heard that the shore-breaks had helped get some sand again to the shore, but we had no idea it would be as wonderful as it is now: Between each two shore-breaks a huge amount of sand has assembled and now there are two very large sand beaches right by the Ayurveda building. Forty meters of beautiful strips of sand behind the original rocks, where the waves used to hit! Enjoy the above photos…

    – Priyan

  • Devi who loves the Names

    2 Jan 2014, Amritapuri

    Devi, the form of the Divine Mother is glorified in Hindu scriptures by various names attributing the formless and nameless Self in its compassionate form as the Mother. Yesterday was one such day of beautiful reminders.

    Amma had been giving Darshan for more than 10 hours. Hall was crowded. As someone got up, the more people tried to squeeze into that space near Amma. Soon it was the end of Darshan. Swami had come to take a place next to Amma to help lead the pada puja conducted by some devotees. After half hour or so, Amma slowly got up and had taken a few steps. Like unrestrained kids, some western children started shouting “Name..Name” asking that they wanted Amma to give them a spiritual name. Amma retraced some steps and came back. She did not sit but started choosing and dedicating names to some western devotees. She would choose the name and point to some faces. Amma’s choice of names usually refer to a divine quality or the divinity itself.

    After a few, Amma said she will give others some other time. Some faces turned dull. Immediately Amma said “Children giving a name is not just like that. It involves the Samsakaras from past too.” Saying so, although Amma had indicated she would stop, she went on pointing many of her eager children’s faces and giving them beautiful names.

    Amma says “Mental purity will come through constant chanting of the divine name.” Perhaps that is why Sri Lalita says the Devi as “one who loves the repetition of her names”. Indeed, Amma looked pleased and smiling after giving so many new names to her children.

    (read more on what Amma says on spiritual names)

    – Shyam