The other night, instead of going to satsang, I had to attended a fund raising ‘soiree’ for the non-profit environmental group I work for here in Canada. I was not really looking forward to it and felt quite awkward about having to dress up for an expensive fundraising dinner in order to represent our organization and make small talk with people I don’t know.I ended up sitting next to strangers, feeling jealous that all my favorite work people had somehow ended up at another table. The only people I knew at my table were my boss and his wife, and they were on the other side of the table. So, I had no choice other than to chat with the man next to me. I was relieved when I saw he was wearing a ring with a big Om on it.
We had been talking for a while when he made some mention of travelling in India. I asked him where and he replied: “Mostly Kerala”… Now, living amongst worldly people in Canada, I often hesitate before talking about Amma because people often don’t understand. In this case however, I felt brave and said “Oh! My guru has an ashram there!” He asked who my guru was – and when I said ‘Ammachi’, this amazing thing happened: His eyes sparkled so intensely that it really looked as if Amma was looking at me from inside his face – it is hard to describe this look but it was extraordinary and very much felt like Amma looking at me. Then he said: “Is she the one that gives out hugs? You know, I’m pretty sure I’ve met her – it was years and years ago though, when she was a teenager – she did this Devi thing in a hut on some little island – all the villagers thought she was crazy and really hated her – there were about 20 or 30 people there… I really ought to see her again – doesn’t she come to Vancouver or Seattle or something now?’
I nearly fainted! I dread having to make small talk and make idle conversation with someone I don’t think I have anything in common with, but I did it anyway – and that is the story he had to tell, about Amma in the early early days?!
I love it so much when Amma is in charge of seating arrangements!
Aiswarya – Canada


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