19 Apr 2009 —
Question
Q115: Deepest Desire?
Question 115:
“In your relationship with Amma, what is your deepest desire? ”
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Amma, you are compassionate, your heart runs to those who suffer.
My deepest desire for now is to heal and support those souls who have died in war in a horrible way and support those who have been tortured and wounded and still alive. save the ones who are on hunger-strike. Stop the war. Mother shower your grace on these unfortunate souls, and heal them Ma, relieve their souls from past karma, bless me to become a intrument of you and do service at the lotus feet Guru and Mother.
I want Amma to pinch my cheeks, looking into my eyes and tell me that she will always be there for me…in all births….
Right now my desire is to be held by Amma and be near her. For her to hold me and take away the pain.
My deepest desire is to know Her. and to know myself as she knows me. to be an instrument of her love and grace for others and to feel connected to Her all the time.
To Have Amma look into my eyes and when she sees Herself in my eyes, I would like to be able to see Her in all eyes. When that moment comes when i have to let go of Her physically at Darshan, and my heart breaks and I can’t see through my tears….then the first thing I do see will be Her in every living being. My devotion will be directed to all.
I am so longing to do tours with Amma. I cry when I see all the westerners who are able to go and do tours with her. Do they know how lucky they are? Do they even realize how many of us cry when we are away from her? I am a westerner and this grace has been kept away from me. My health has been so poor that I am unable to even walk. I pray that Amma will make me well so that I can travel with her.
This may sound silly, but I have always wanted to brush Amma’s hair. I also want to lay with my head in her lap with NO TIME CONSTRAINTS, as I read that devotees used to do when there were so few around, and have her to run her fingers through my hair.
Hmm..I read someone else above about singing with AMMA on stage with all the bhajan music going…yeah, I need to add that one also!! That is a good one!
To merge into Amma and be nothing but Her instrument Her child only
My desires are selective,
1. To see her divine infinite form, atleast once.
2. To feed her with my own hands.
3. To kiss her and say … chubby cheeks.
4. To get my ear twisted by her and to get a loving pinch on my cheeks.
5. To remember her always, because she is everything for me.
Amma has fulfilled each desire I have. So I really cannot complain..except that with each fulfillment, another arises. Right now, it is the desire for Amma to know me by sight and face. I see many people having intimate moments with Amma and I want that too. I know this is bad because Amma knows all Her children..but the mind is such…
Peace.
I always wish to perform padha puja for my dear Amma… Amma i truely love you.. I am and i always want to remain at your lotus feets forever…
Om Amriteswaryi Namah
To have her be with me always.
And to swim in the ocean with her, to bodysurf, laugh and run with her into the waves.
Make everyone immortal.
To be like Hanuman, to be near Amma… To never leave her path which is like her adorable,soft feet for me… To get absorbed in her when she inhales..
Want Her grace…yearn for her grace..
to connect with her, trusting, with open heart and with the innocence of a child
I want be with Amma longer time. I want to meditate near Her, talk to Her etc. Amma, I feel You inside, but I need Your physical presence, too. I’m so yearning for You. I would like with my family move to Your Amritapuri ashram. Let Your Will occur. Jai Ma!
My deepest desire is to be born as Amma’s child every time Amma reincarnates…. want to be closer to her deedwise and thutwise…physically, emotionally..in al respect.
To Hug Amma forever ! To look into Amma’s eyes and silently Tell Amma how much I am indebted to Her ! Thanks Amma !
I need a marriage life blessd by AMMA
And wants to live as she desires
Everytime we go for a darshan, we hardly get a second vit Her. I want to hug her ven she hugs me and cry my heart out to AMMA. Always hiding tears.. my heart is heavy n i become temperamental. So i just wanna embrace amma.. cry till my tears dry out.
Om Amritheshwaryai Namaha
Desires with Amma is never ending. I thank AMMA for making us to be her devotees in this birth. If I have a next birth I wish to be AMMA’s bracelet or Amma’s sandals / Amma’s nose ring/ a bead in her rudraksha and the list goes on…… which our beloved AMMA wears it every day.
Namaha Shivaya !